MD: The projects you refer to – ‘Refusal’ and ‘The Winners’ – emerged in a now distant geopolitical reality. Since 2022, rockets and drones have been falling on Ukraine. I know you’ve been there. What did you see?
RM: First of all, I don’t go to Ukraine on commission. Rather, my trips are motivated by an instinct that I developed while working with the Archive of Public Protests – the impulse to react quickly to what’s happening around me. When Russia attacked Ukraine in 2022, I was at the Polish-Ukrainian border the very next day. However, I didn’t immediately go any further. I don’t venture into the regions of direct combat because I’m too afraid, I cannot navigate them and I think my colleagues do it way better than I do.
Still, I felt the need to see and experience what happens in civilian areas, far from the frontline. To date, I’ve mostly been travelling to the Kyiv region, motivated in part by the notion that the reality of people who live there might, with time, become our Polish reality too. I wanted to see how people deal with permanent tension and peril, even if they are far from the frontline.
Once there, I photograph pretty much everything: people, places – I collect their stories. I’m never in hotels – I always stay with friends, in ordinary neighbourhoods. Something that keeps cropping up in my pictures are air-raid shelters. Basements in residential blocks, corridors that turn into a space of safety, a place of survival.
My travels are also tied to the process of domesticating my own fear. I remember my first stay in Lviv in March 2022. I was absolutely terrified when I heard an air-raid siren at 3am and there was no air-raid shelter in the building. I opened a special app on my phone, I took two minutes to pack, and I ran downstairs in full gear. It was dark out in the street, it was curfew, and I didn’t even have a press pass. I ran around in the middle of the night with my backpack on, I pounded at the locked door of the neighbouring tenement, trying to get someone to let me into the shelter. I was the only person out there in the street. Today, the situation seems funny to me, but at that moment I was scared to death. With each subsequent visit, I’ve learned to function there.