DS: You’re always experimenting with the piano, inventing things, trying to find new sounds. How does your musical imagination operate?
LM: When I write a piece, I first try to feel its luminescence, its colour, its general aura, without imagining the details. Then I begin to gather information about how to fill in the framework that I’ve imagined, and by what means to achieve the tonal goal that I have in mind. Of course, you can imagine some minor specific details in the form of a melodic line, or what individual instruments are going to do. You can sneak in a lot of ideas you hear, whether taken from the sounds of everyday life or heard on the radio – the juxtaposition of instruments, melodic phrases and chord progressions. And this can be so inspiring that on this basis you can later build your own, more complex compositions. Although, in fact, the most valuable thing is to imagine music that no one has ever written before. However, this is very difficult and requires intensive inner work, which is something the composer Witold Lutosławski wrote about. It took him many years to imagine his own unique music that he had never heard before, and then it took him a few more years to work out how to write it down. So, it’s a path through inner torment. And nobody will ever understand this torment.
DS: It also depends a lot on inspiration.
LM: Lutosławski said that inspiration is something that appears in the mind of a composer, and which wasn’t there a split second before. But in order for it to appear, you have to stop thinking, at least for a moment, because if we’re constantly thinking and analysing available data, we create a kind of distillate that will be nothing other than a juggling of elements from the past. However, if we wish to look into the future, we need a flash of inspiration. For inspiration to occur, you have to stop thinking, at least for a little while. This is the technology behind creating music.
DS: Where do you seek musical inspiration?
LM: A very important tool is the ego. It’s the inner child that wants to be the best in the world and win all competitions. It’s a powerful motivator. I like my ego, I enjoy using it. Often it’s my ego that pushes me to work hard just so I can be the best, because my ego wants to be the best. So I respect my ego, I like it, I take care of it, and I think that it’s one of my tools, like a workhorse that helps me move forward