The worlds I want to build are not intended to be real. They’re constructs that hold elements of the real, but are expressed in ways that are more about what I feel, than what I see. So the human children of Hansel & Gretel (Design for Today, 2018) are expressed as wooden puppets, and the birds that eat Hansel’s trail of crumbs are clockwork. This is not because I’m trying to be cute, but because these stand-ins are better at expressing universal truths. Paint the house down the road, and it will just be the house down the road. But paint a toy house, and it will become the essence of a house. It becomes more real than the real thing.
I was from the earliest age a puppeteer. Just 7 when I was given my first marionette, I understood it from the moment I laid eyes on it, almost like a musical instrument that I already knew how to play. Some musicians play almost from the beginning ‘by ear’. I did the same thing with puppets. They were a conduit for expression. I could pour energy down from a control-bar and through the strings, and a puppet would live for me. Later, as a young actor, I was always aware of a level of self-consciousness in my performances. But with puppets, never.
As a painter, I work from a starting point of drawing a person or animal known to me. I find a model right for my project, and then draw obsessively. At that point, I have all the material I can glean from life, then I begin ‘creating’ a maquette (or maquettes), and after that, begins the drawing again, this time using the maquette as the model. It’s quite a round-about way of getting to my destination, but it suits me.